thanks. I felt the blast (even if you didn't wish for it)

yup. another post for showing you how much I appreciate all the greetings and wishes.
kakak, pacarnya kakak, ortu, keluarga, temen-temen sekolah, tetangga, temennya tetangga, adiknya temen tetangga, temen-temen di jakarta, adik-adik kelas, kakak kelas, senior comic (walopun cuman satu hiks), temen-temen dari fandom, anak-anak OSIS, temen-temen SMP Santa Clara, dan lain-lain yang mungkin saya lupa sebutin.

and there was scumbag eunice -,-

best b'day gift #1 : dinyanyiin sama "pacar" Jakarta

best b'day gift #2 : hadiah kaos blink 182 dari temen di Jakarta (yang berhasil diboongin)....

....dengan bungkus paket yang bikin speechless.

emang post nya nggak seheboh yang tahun lalu (karena emang ga sebanyak itu yang ngasi selamet lol) tapi saya tetep bersyukur: because now I know who really cares. :)
thank you all :D

anyone?

I'm going to draw (or should I say paint? well, it depends.) someone... anyone. Well because I'm having a loooong holiday and I need something to do. And I really want to draw (paint) something but I don't really have an interesting object to draw.

So I'm asking anyone who reads this post, and wants his/her most beautiful or handsome or awesome, whatever, picture that he/she ever has, be drawn/painted by me, shall send the picture to me by email (ninoibrtkiling@rocketmail.com) with "draw me plz" as the subject.

The picture must contain a person up to 4 people (cause I hate drawing so many people, so the lesser it has the better). And same as you send a picture of your self (and by means it's only you in the picture).
I can't make a promise that I will draw everyone who sent their picture because it REALLY depends whether I'm interested in your picture or not, so be more selective about the picture you will send. hehehe

When I'm finished, I'll inform you, and the drawing/painting will be put on my deviantART account, and if you want the painting, I'll send you but please pay the shipping cost (HEHE).

so, anyone is interested?

Markus Feehily

my first black and white drawing.

His name is Markus Feehily. You might know him as one of the member of Irish boy band, Westlife. Yes, he is Mark. And he is the only member that I idolized. From the beginning of Westlife's carrier until now.

Two things that I love about him is: his voice and his eyes.
They are so beautiful.

I miss you.

washed away

done with water color

It's been a long time since the last time I posted my drawings... Actually I have one drawing that I've made before this, but I decided to not show it on public for some reasons. I will post it   sure, but you just have to wait.. ;>

Angin.

Angin barat pagi ini sangat sejuk. Sudah cukup lama ia bertiup, namun baru akhir-akhir ini saja ia menjadi kesukaanku. Angin yang sangat menyejukkan. Lembut dan nyaman. Tetapi kadang hembusannya terlalu dingin juga.

Angin akan pergi, ia akan kembali. Datang tanpa harapan, kembali tanpa janji. Tak teterka, tak terbaca. Wujudnya tak terlihat, namun dapat terasa.

Akhir-akhir ini angin sejuk itu menghilang... Ku cari kemanapun dia. Namun sebelah timur pulau ini, angin tidak lewat sini. Mungkin ia hanya berhembus di barat. Atau utara, mungkin tenggara. Entahlah.

Yang jelas di sini terlalu panas, hidup terlalu jenuh penuh rutinitas. Aku rindu anginku. 

Jadi, ini rencanaku :
Apabila ia lewat sebentar, akan ku kumpulkan semua keberanianku. Aku akan mengajaknya tinggal di sini sebentar. Tidak peduliku ia (mungkin) menolak. Atau akan pergi lagi, kali ini untuk selamanya. Dan kacaukan hidupku. Dan tidak akan kembali ke sebelah timur pulau ini. Dan panas gersang akan datang lagi ke sebelah timur pulau ini.

Tidak apa. Setidaknya akan kusampaikan dulu perasaanku padanya
agar ia tahu : ia angin kesukaanku.